Good Intentions
Just ain’t worth what they used to be.
My good marked as bad by you.
But I’m still good to me.
-QD, 12.11.08
beautifulthangs
I see beauty everywhere. I saw it before the trash bag scene in that movie. It often overwhelms me to the point of tears, whether stemming from joy or sorrow. Ryan tells me I "have a soft heart." Hopefully this is a strength, not a weakness.
For seekers of Peace of Mind »
Soul to Squeeze. To be listened to while reading the lyrics, of course: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/r/red+hot+chili+peppers/soul+to+squeeze_20114837.html
Pray for Rain
“There are so many clouds in the air
I can’t imagine it not raining.
Once it starts raining the harvest comes in.
Pray for rain.”
You gotta keep on dancin’ (Talib Kweli)
Divorce
is filthy rubbish.
but sometimes pretty things spring up from the rot.
some blood thins with separation. and sometimes blood ties get stronger.
there’s a lot of strength in my family, in my friends.
we get by.
My body is missing its other half.
I met a girl last night who loves to dance as unashamedly as me - if not more so.
It’s been too long since I danced in a focused way. This, after 15 years of ballet, pointe and more.
My first language was Choreography. It came so easily. Now my feet and brain don’t talk the way they used to. This is probably how I will feel the effects of aging, starting today: not being able to move the way the dance used to pull.
First Time: Today I ate a tomato like an apple. It reminded me of a creepy scene from that cult movie “The Last Supper,” but was delicious all the same.
i am always
learning.
even if i hate it.
